While I am creating my sissy manefisto below I feel it important to discuss my transition to female here. I am and have always been a female on the inside. From the age of 5 I have wanted to be a woman. It wasn’t until later that I found my kinks. But still... I want to be a female in every aspect of my life. So below are my goals and feelings. This isn’t a complete list but I will add as time goes on. Yes I am getting therapy...lol I do love myself and those around me so if something sounds bleak below please don’t worry. 1. Depression sets in as I look in the mirror and see a man visually… Přečíst více

To be clear, I am a transexual at heart and fully desire to be a full time female. This is only meant to serve as my kinky sexual desires which are two completely separate things. Its late but I wanted to start this. I will continue it in time... 1. I will make myself as feminine as possible for Daddy. I will take hormones, keep my body smooth, perfect my make-up, diet and exercise, grow breasts and erase every bit of my masculinity and replace it with feminity to please daddy. 2. I desire to be treated as a woman 100% of the time. While this may sound normal, the fact I am giving my manho… Přečíst více

I am proud to say that I am well over a year pussy free and penis orgasm free. No cages or anything but for me I don’t even desire to have my penis touched. In fact I find myself depressed when I have an errection, especially during sex. I have only worn panties and peruse feminization in other ways like keeping my body smooth. I did try at home stuff like PM and other herbs and actually found success to my surprise. Taking PM actually caused limp ness and nipple/breast growth all be it minor. I did loose some sex drive but worst of all it made me feel depressed so I stopped taking it. I think… Přečíst více

I have been trying to shrink my clitty and make it perminantly limp for about a year now with little success. I would love to be as small as possible, like a woman clit, tiny and completely unable to get erect but am unsure if that’s just a pipe dream. Like you all I have tried chastity cages but I am very athletic and don’t want to sacrifice anything to commit to wearing a cage 24/7. From my extensive reading I see the following: 1. Cages work. My question - How long are you in them? If I only wear it 8 hours a day or at night do you think it will work. Also, I have many cages and it seems… Přečíst více

Thanks to everyone that friended me and left a comment. I have more stuff to upload. I have some videos in the queue for 3 days now. Not sure how long they take to publish....… Přečíst více