I work go home repeat. I have really o friends other than working which they can’t be concerned that . I do nothing. But want it to do more. After high school when to people is use to hang out went faded away and one failed engagement and a hopeful failure in another relationship which was uncertain. I just listen to audiobooks on 40k or AI video on YouTube. Or listen to music. I like to date but no seems to be what I’m interested in. Had if I was they are normally to far away and my Financial resources don’t allow me to go. So the box . Is all I know. No adventure no excitement. Just the box . And the sea of depression.